Pages

Friday, October 11, 2013

Mizigo's Crossing

Calhoun's Cannons for Oct 11, 2013

Her mother  brought her back inside her belly after a hot date with a good ol' Georgia boy. She and her siblings would be the new scions of an old line breeding with Champion Kenset Made in the USA.  And after a whelping that started out with difficulty -- her big-headed sister having gotten stuck for a while in the birth canal -- she popped out, one of  four wet, mouse-brown puppies and one exhausted mother. And in honor of her journey, I named the pup Zuri a Kusini Mizigo -- Beautiful Southern Baggage -- and called her Mizigo, for short.

Her lineage promised a kind of Basenji concentrate, Basenji x 10, and when I saw her starting to climb out of the X-pen almost before she could walk, I knew I was in trouble.  In short order the tribe earned their well-deserved nickname:  The Hideous Georgia Babies. Even their mother fled her duties as soon as she could, leaving much of the mothering to her own mother, the gentle-eyed M'Tawi, who apparently tolerated their concentrated Basenji-ness better than most.

Two of the clan went to live in Morro Bay and I would get frequent reports, complete with much eye-rolling and long, exasperated sighs -- a normal response from all Basenji owners.  And two stayed here with the rest of the tribe of greats and grands, mothers and uncles, all of whom snarked and rolled their eyes as well.

That was nearly 16 years ago and over time the tribe, one by one, passed on until Mizigo was the last Basenji standing in what had then become a house of tall dogs -- rescue racing greyhounds, a greyhound cross, and a sleek Sloughi.  But, being a Basenji, she was up to the challenge, chugging her way determinedly among the forest of legs, firmly demanding her place in this now-towering tribe, a tough little Dame who must be obeyed.  Which they did, gazing to heaven and stepping out of her way.

Even when time began to take it's toll, her fierce will would brook no concessions.  She came down with some sort of chronic gut infection that couldn't seem to be cured, only maintained, and when it broke out, she would collapse and take to her bed, hovering at death's door.  I would tuck her in and say my tearful good-byes, sorrowfully mourning, convinced that come morning, she would be gone.

But the next morning, there she was, up and hoovering around for food. A miracle! 

Then it happened again.  And again. Collapse, death's door, sorrow, Boo-hoo good-byes, sleep, then, "Where's breakfast?"  After three or four  of these episodes I started referring to her as my Resurrection Dog and rolled my eyes and after a while found myself in half-jest starting to  whisper,  "Go into the light, Sweetie, " then firmer, "Time to go into the light, Mizigo," then hollering, "GO INTO THE LIGHT, DAMMIT!" 

But she wasn't about to listen to me. She was on her own focused journey and would do every step of it her own way, thank you very much.  So I rolled my eyes and followed behind, with medicine and baby-food at the ready, a steadying hand when her balance left her tipsy, and a mop handy when she got confused about where the back door had suddenly gotten to.

And marvel at her astonishingly fierce determination and iron will; she would do what she would do and if  old age and infirmity made that hard, well, she'd just work around that however she could and I could jolly well get out of her way.  

That was our new covenant until the end, which came with stunning rapidity.  She had eaten her dinner, then within a couple of hours, began her final collapse.  I packed her into bed and made her as comfortable as possible.  By the next morning I knew she wouldn't be up and hoovering for food. When we got to the doctor's office, she was more than ready to step into the green darkness where all her tribe was waiting for her, eyes gleaming.  And with barely a whisper, she was gone.

The house is a tall dog house now, some thirty years of Basenji energy gone, an era ended.  Mizigo's ashes will join  all her relatives in the back yard, to be transformed into flowers and vines, a yard filled with little ghosts.

And memories.   

  

 

Wednesday, October 09, 2013

The South Has Risen Again

There's a fascinating opinion piece over at the Times.  Deju vu all over again. Or, as William Faulkner put it, "The past is not dead.  In fact, it's not even past."   Right now the country is being held hostage by a small gang of neo-Confederates threatening to burn the place down -- this time by defaulting on our debt, which this interesting piece points out, is a very clear violation of the Constitution. But nobody, least of all the President, is point that interesting fact out.  Instead, the Rebel-yelling barbarians at the gate have swaddled themselves in American flags, declaring that they're saving the Republic.  

History shows otherwise.  The GOP, as it's presently configured, is unfit to govern. 

Take a gander.  

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/10/08/opinion/obamas-options.html?

Tuesday, October 08, 2013

Out Of This World

If you want to get a gander at how far film CG technology has moved the "Avatar" ball down the field, go see the new movie, "Gravity."  And see it in 3-D (yes, worth the extra $)  Co-written, produced, edited and directed by Alfonso Cuaron, it's taken the real human actor /CG technology interface to a whole new level.  And, like "Avatar's" James Cameron before him, Cuaron understands that the real key to making 3-D more than just a novelty, is to structure the film so that the audience is invited to step into and stay inside the world he has constructed for them.

And yes, yes, immediately the science nerds checked in.  Astrophysicist, Neil DeGrasse Tyson twittered an ongoing stream of "facts," and  http://science.time.com/2013/10/01/what-gravity-gets-right-and-wrong-about-space/  chimed in with a long list of interesting corrections.  And, yes, yes, the story is pure Hollywood -- a sort of "Ohhhhhh Sh********t" Perils of Pauline" Cute-Plucky-Heroine-Lost-In-Space scenario (And nobody does plucky like Sandra Bullock.) 

And, yes, yes, there were some plot lines that got pretty improbable, but nevermind.  Just sit back and go with the ride.  The story has heart, the one-damned-thing-after-another peril will keep you awake, the CG work will keep your jaw down somewhere near the popcorn-littered aisle floor.
 
By the end, I found myself  haunted by two of the movie's deeper themes: How alien, impossible,  lonely, unforgiving and terrifyingly lifeless space is.  And  how heartbreakingly lovely the earth is.  And like the main character, how much I longed to get back "home."

Sunday, October 06, 2013

Your Sunday Poem

Short and sweet, this by Bill Knott, from "180 More, Extraordinary Poems for Every Day," selected by Billy Collins.

Poem

Fingerprints look like ripples
because time keeps dropping
another stone into our palm.

Wednesday, October 02, 2013

Calling Captain Phillips



Calhoun's Cannons for Oct 2  2013

Well, the terrorists finally won.  Oh, not the wild-eyed Muslim jihadists.  Those guys just managed to scare Americans so silly that they promptly shot themselves in both feet, and bankrupted the country in a paroxysm of wars, and Constitution-busting eavesdropping.    

Nope, wasn't the jihadists.  This time, Washington was hijacked by a cohort of wild-eyed government-hating, Christian, jihadist Neo-Confederates who do not like green eggs and ham.

Actually, it's Obama they don't like.  Neither does the mainstream Republican Party, the old guard that the Neo-Confederates have now managed to take over.  From day one they all vowed to resurrect the tactic of Southern Resistance and stand with the ghost of Governor Wallace in the schoolhouse door  -- segregation now, segregation tomorrow, segregation forever! -- with rhetoric filled with  Southern grievance, dog-whistle music and sick fears of ol' Nat Turner.

And for the past 5 years, while the country foundered, desperate for help from Washington, in Congress it was all one long ridiculous Wallace-ite blockade: Not today, not tomorrow, not ever!  Even legislation crafted by Republicans themselves was suddenly dumped when it appeared the President might possibly support it too.  Cooties! Cooties! No! No! Never!

Instead of governing, these fools wasted time repeatedly voting to defund, defeat, deny Obamacare to millions of uninsured Americans.  It was their ultimate Green Eggs and Hamish bet noir. And like cocaine addicted lab mice, they kept futilely hitting the anti-Obamacare bar again and again, hoping against hope that this time --- pleeze, pleeeze, puh-leeeze -- they would be rewarded by one teensie bit of cheese for their micey little handsies so they could claim they "won" a fight noted only for its monumental stupidity and utter futility. Forty-three times, forty-four?  I've lost count.

Finally, they shut the place down.  That'll show 'em! So what was the despised, hideous, awful "government" they shut down? Well, for example, it was a VA employee helping an Iraq vet get benefits, including treatment for ongoing PTSD.  Yes, the same bunch who couldn't wait to send that vet to war in the first place,  were now more than willing to toss him under the bus for reasons of obsessive ideological purity and conservative resentment. 

They were also willing to toss their own staffers under the bus, offering at one point in their desperation, to force all Congressional staff members be required to "buy their health insurance on the new exchanges [but] without any government subsidies."  So while they made sure they'd keep their own Cadillac plans (paid for by the taxpayers) they were happy to toss their staff -- the little people -- to the wolves.  Portrait of self-serving politicians who don't want to govern but want only to rule -- the perfect Marie Antoinette moment.

And so came Oct 1, and two very important things happened: 1) The Government was shut down by a handful of radical, crazy-eyed Neo-Confederates in order to "save" the American public from the sheer horrors of Obamacare. 2) The Affordable Care Act (Obamacare) started signing up people on the exchanges and the system kept crashing because so many people were trying to access it in order to sign up for the horrible, terrible, dangerous, freedom-destroying, awful, no-good, Obamacare.

Is it possible that Americans are finally figuring out that they are not helpless passengers on this ship of state, but crew?  And being crew, it's up to them to keep the ship in working order, keep it off the rocks, keep it steady.  And if the captain and ship has been hijacked by wild-eyed pirates and is being held hostage, it's up to the crew to take the ship back and set things right.

Now, where's  Seal Team 6?